Acceptance

I don't know how I will ever be able to come to terms with this new "normal". I keep thinking it will get easier as the days pass, but I feel as though we are sinking farther and farther into this black hole. It's easy for people to say we will make it, if only they felt our hearts being ripped apart. Some days, everything makes me cry......other days are emotionless. On the emotionless days, I couldn't cry if I wanted to. The emotion weighs heavy on my heart but the emotional exhaustion overpowers it. The depression that wraps itself around us is dark and cold.....miserable.

This beautiful smile is what makes it all ok.....he is the sunshine in our darkness....